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Subject Id: #113
Session Id: #5744
Current status: collared
'Interested in BDSM and specifically being submissive for as long as I can remember'.
Dealt with a period of typical repression of kink urges.
Began inquiry into the lifestyle through various avenues leading to emergence apx. three years ago.
Engaged in 24/7 live in status 1.5 years ago.
No scenes involving cigarettes.
No heavy physical exertion through cardio activities like running.
SuffersTMJ and the status of jaw varies from day to day.
Deep thuddy pain - Heavy floggings
Being fucked, anally or vaginally
Self reports well regarding pleasure and pain and levels of arousal.
Pain slut slave that orgasms from pain
Poor performance at household maintenance.
A tendency to regress to a dissociative state when having difficulty completing assigned tasks or under going activities she does not find enjoyable.
Low self worth, does not tend to see what she does as valuable.
'I think the quality of the service i provide will increase as i strive to take more pride in it '
She is overall an exhibitionist, and has a very high sex drive
Trained to orgasm on verbal command when in subspace.
She will not orgasm until given permission, and does not beg for orgasm unless given permission.
I am willing to put all i have into it and let you be my guide for the next week even if it means taking a deep breath and a tiny step forward on my trust issues.'