Date: August 1, 2007
Director: Cyd Black
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Carrie has done some exploring of BDSM in her private life. When questioned, she reveals she has also gotten her feet wet with modeling by posing nude and in light bondage for "private collectors." None of her experiences, however, has prepared her for this shoot.
She begins to struggle with the bondage immediately. This isn't like the photo shoots the collectors paid her to do. There is no pawing and no fawning. No pantyhose rubbing or bare foot fondling.
Here there is silence. There is a rigid collar buckled unbearably tight around her neck. Her face is red with the strain and sweat drips off her brow.
I know the position she's in is agony. I know her feet are screaming in the bargain basement high heels that don't fit. I know it because I went to great lengths to make her suffer in precisely the way I want. I keep asking her if she wants her shoes off. I know she desperately does, but she keeps denying it. She's afraid that if she says yes it will get worse and she knows she's barely hanging in as it is. It doesn't matter if she can't bend herself the way some other girls can - the level of stress necessary varies from woman to woman. All you need to do is gradually raise it and wait.